The search for balance in all aspects of my life are to my extremes in which I may or may not control but frankly don’t desire to. Because I fluctuate so drastically yet subtly in the same, I am in search of middle ground, that may never be found. When teetering on one end, I swing to lower the opposite, in hopes of finding the strength to lift both ends equal. But in every swing to one side and the next, I lift the one I have left and it rises too high and I hit the ground below. In a sharp turn of motion, I flee to the high side to pull the low up higher, but always do I seem to bring too much weight to either side, so that I am in constant flee from one side to the other. It. Is. Exhausting.
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